karaml's Diaryland Diary

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cheers and a fit of discomfort

gifts, thank you - but
flow of "didn't listen" and ill-fitting
guilt of wanting to exchange "i am too demanding/needy/picky" and then the flow multiplies with ill-fitting my body, not the clothes, and my body not what it was, what i'd like - and onward with - don't want need anything because i hope to live within my confines - but you won't be here forever - and then the doubt - maybe you will be and you will never have more than 6 12x12 drawers and a 3' closet that can only close if the hangers are at an angle because it is of insufficient depth.
and then i wallow in the added misery of knowing i'm wallowing in my own self-pity.

happy valentines day

2:22 p.m. - 2009-02-14

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